Well, I have been avoiding this. I am really disappointed in myself. Disappointed in my preperation, disappointed in my performance, and really disappointed in my lack of focus. I have been feeling like I'm coming down with something, but that is a POOR excuse for these times. I'm really disappointed that I allowed myself to quit. There were several walk breaks in the last few miles, my quads were just burning from mile 5 or so. Here are some notes that go with the miles.
Pace | Thoughts | 6:33 | Feeling ok. Pretty Comfortable | 6:57 | Miles 2 - 4 I kept thinking, am I going to fast? I feel ok. Mile 2 my shoe came untied. | 6:57 | | 6:57 | | 7:05 | Here is where I started feeling my legs get tired. | 7:11 | Fighting off tired legs, keep thinking it will go away. | 8:01 | Took gel, water, walked through aid station. Hoping I could reset and go. | 7:44 | No luck on the reset.
| 8:06 | | 8:34 | Wheels really feeling like they have fallen off.
| 8:53 | Wheels gone. See Kelly. Mentally checked out.
| 8:46 | Kelly tries to reassure that I am still doing a good job.
| 8:18 | Run a little faster. Legs are trash!!! | ?:?? | Kicked in the last .1 past some guy. (sorry dude)
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I don't know what happened with my watch, it seemed like it was off on the miles the whole way. So I don't know what that last little bit was. The time on my watch is the same as the official time, so I know I started it and it ran the whole time, just wrong miles. ??? Oh well.
On a positive note, Kelly came down to see me come into the finish. It felt very good that my sweetheart would bother to come see me. That is positive, but I felt horrible that I didn't have a better showing.
Lessons I think I have learned. 1.) MUST get more rest the night before. I think I got 3 hrs sleep. 2.) MUST MUST cross train and build strength in the quads. 3.) MUST MUST MUST get myself more mentally tough. I can't allow myself to quit.
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